Be still

When sleep alludes me in the early hours of the morning.  I see 3:00 am on the clock.  I am not sure why I am awake.  Am I worried? driven?uncomfortable?  I ask God.  Wondering what I should be praying about...I begin.  I pray for family and friends in need.  Loved one that need you ,Lord.  I feel restless and still no sleep comes.  I begin to feel like entering the throne room at that time in the morning is not a privilege but perhaps a plague.  How can that be? Spending time with my Savior and then the "to do list " hits my brain.  My God quickly whispers to my soul, "Be Still".  Stillness is hard for me.  I am driven.  I am a task master in my own right.  Help me to know you in the stillness, Lord.  3:00am.